Some days suck more than others

Ya know....or you will know now....I want someone to share my life with...I just don't know how to accomplish it
I know how to get things or results in myself, but I don't have the first idea on this
And in so many ways, I really don't have anyone
It really makes it hard to bother getting up and living everyday
Blah blah blah....sad and lame and pathetic all at the same time....boo-fucking-hoo