What the hell brings on a sex dream?  No instigation by movie, reading, or thought….and yet, there it was….faceless, in the dark..crazy, pretty standard but spectacular none the less….it’s been a long time in the physical world, maybe that’s why….but still, it’s been years and years and years since I’ve had a regular “spare tire”…much less a real one….hahaha……actually, more bo-hoo-hoo

Guess i should consider cracking open the few erotica books I’ve had laying around, unread…just for giggles

And now, just for giggles, my period has started…..yay…..late, so I guess I’m not quite done yet, damnit!

fresh start?

seriously need to start a new 'health regiem', hell, any 'health regiem'

that's what folks would have called it way back when

today, i need to get off my ass & into the gym, start running, eat clean, have gratitude daily, smile more, say nice things, be positive.....always

ya, that's a good list....don'tcha think?

teaching old dogs new tricks

Religion: beliefs and worship; people's beliefs and opinions concerning the existence, nature, and worship of a deity or deities, and divine involvement in the universe and human life

Politics: activities associated with government; the theory and practice of government, especially the activities associated with governing, with obtaining legislative or executive power, or with forming and running organizations connected with government

Allison: a human; a person who cannot participate in a discussion concerning religion or politics unless her emotional opinion is accepted at the correct one; also one who demands an immediate response

Exhaustion: extremely tired or weak state; a state of extreme physical or mental tiredness or collapse…..and that is what Allison does to me………

There comes a point when it’s just “yes, yes, yes, of course you’re religious & political beliefs are right, why would I feign to think otherwise”….because I finally remember  that there is no teaching old dogs new tricks if they don’t want to learn

Allison, Allison, Allison….she’s fucking killing me with her taking shit personal…ok, then so fucking be it…

 

“No, you don’t have your answer.  I have been updating my iTunes account, updating my iPhone version, updating all of my apps, backing up my iphone, backing up my photos from my iphone and finally, backing up my laptop to a zip drive.

During the process’ there were a few reboot’s to my laptop.

Followed up by a trip to the PostNet in order to get a fax sent today to my HOA

“if there’s a next time, I will be more specific” referred  to the previous sentence, “chuckles…..”  as in, if I find something funny, I will say “it’s funny”…so that there is no confusion, making it crystal clear

We have known each other a very long time.  We don’t agree on religion, that’s fine.  It also appears that determining facts is just as difficult.

I said “wow” to an article I was shocked by…….that was all I said.  Your response was your opinion….to which I responded to, point by point.

It then became a question of facts and if religious beliefs are facts.  I don’t think they are.  So that is why I said “lol, who’s truth”.  Your truth, in my understanding, is that the bible is a factual historical document.  I don’t think so.

My intention was not to hurt your feelings, and I’m very sorry that it happened.

I can’t begin to tell you how sucker punched I felt on the day I called the house and Matt told me that you two were heading over to the Gorilla-Rilla to schedule/plan having the pad poured for the new hot-tub, now that the backyard had been re-done.  My own, personal “idiot” light went on in the moment…and I came to realize that weather I had heard what I wanted to hear, or what I was actually told….there was never any intention that you two would be moving to Henderson.  This was back in January, (I think) and until know, I have kept it to myself.  Seriously, how stupid did I look telling Holly that she needed to be out cuz I was expecting you guys to come down for a home search.  Ya, dumbass central.

So, I guess we both suck equally. 

If this is the deal breaker for you, I wish you a wonderful life.  I love you and your family….be well.”

Perhaps she will get a fucking clue and understand that it’s not all about her….

What to do, what to do?  My friend, of more than 30 years has crossed a line…..it’s difficult to understand religious zealots, especially the ‘born again christian’.

The utter lack of perceptive regarding basic Human Rights, science, equality, intelligence, intelligence based on sex, sexual orientation (some races are less intelligent cuz they were born that way, but being gay is a choice and also wrong, according to her)……..this fucking broad has really stretched me to my limits.

I am having a hard time

It’s so hard to excuse stupidity, when there is so much knowledge to be had just for the asking