12/19/10

As of today, it has been 8 weeks since I last smoked! That’s the Good

Here’s the Bad….i’ve no doubt that I have packed on several pounds…

And now for the Ugly….getting fatter is truly ugly…lol

On another note….i’m sick to death of patting my friend on the back… you had Lap Band surgery 1 1/2 years ago…ENOUGH ALL READY,FUCK!

yes, you’ve lost weight, yes, you look great, yes, I am happy for you…….and I truly am

but enough already…you have a contraption in your gut that prevents you from eating the obscene amounts of food you used to consume….it’s no surprise that you’ve lost weight…

quit making people think that you have all of the sudden gained some enlightenment and control & that this is an accomplishment of your own…it isn’t

you don’t go to the support meetings as you should, nor are you honest with your Dr. regarding your diet

this has not changed the way you eat……you still eat all the fat and gristle off a piece of meat

you drink chocolate milk by the gallon, whipped cream by the can, pudding by the cup & mashed potatoes with gravy by the pint

you don’t chew your food the way you should, according to the Dr.

you eat king sized candy bars without a thought

and I’m supposed to keep saying ‘woo-hoo’ you’ve lost 150lbs!

yes, I am happy that you’ve lost a ton of weight, yes, you now weigh less than me….and most of all….

YES, I’m disappointed in myself for not losing the weight I need to lose….but I could never do what you have done