why is it that when i finally am willing to attempt to open myself up to someone.....they then tell me that they might move out of state, out of my life, out of my heart
this is why i haven't tried.....tried to build new realtionships, friendships......wtf?
i'm tired.....tired to trying....to be someone that someone wants to spend a life with
don't give up Ger. There is someone out there for you..I truely believe that. I was on my own for a long time and it used to really bum me out. But, then I decided to concentrate on what I really wanted in my life and got on with it. I asked the "universe" or "god" for a pretty specific kind of partner.really.. I just thought I was writting in my journal. You know what...my prayers were answered. Sometimes I joke with Andrew about it. I should of asked for wealthy and more romantic too damnit! oh well nobodys perfect.haha I don't think its too much to ask for a life partner...finding one though can be tricky..can be fun looking too ; ) Oh and I can tell U from personal experience ( I am in early menopause) I don't miss periods or the emotional fallout that accompanies them. BUT, hot flashes and nite sweats and weird blonde memory loss( no offence blondie ; ) )NOT FUN either. I am always trying out new herbal this and natural that...its always something. Hang in there Ger..someone is going to find you and apprieciate you and your wicked sense of humor!
ReplyDeleteLOL....haven't been here in a while....and so i didn't see your comment
ReplyDeleteTHANX! you are right...
the emotionally exhausting periods I’ve been having the last year certainly have kicked my ass….this is something I never dealt with before…
guessing that menopause is coming soon
hot flashes in 100+ degree heat will be interesting….hahahaha
...gonna try to watch The Secret again & get on journaling/vision board groove regularly
actually taking some time to focus & meditate is the best gift I can give myself…and it’s a financially affordable one too! Lol
thanx again Honey…hope the holidayz have been full of friends, family & love
a prosperous & loving New Year to you & your family
ps….‘hi’ to your Mom